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Wednesday 3-15-06
I got up at 12 in the afternoon which is like a death sentence for me. But I had to be ready to go early for my visit to the mental health place where I see my shrink. I hadn't eaten anything all day cause of course I'd been sleepin.
The ride over there was okay I put some country music on the radio to help me mello out. After we got in the building & I told the officer my name it usually doesn't take very long for a person to be seen.Well I was very pissed off cause they were taking FOREVER! The entire time I was the only person in the waiting area who hadn't been seen! How rude is that! scream I was having EXTREME pain in my stomach the entire time and could not stand it anymore. My mom got up once to use the restroom while I was laying down on the couch crumbled up in pain! Not much longer later I'd had enough I asked my mom for her keys to the car cause I wasn't gonna put up with it anymore. Well of course she wouldn't give'em to me cause I don't have a license. But I took'em outta her purse anyway & went to the car. Mom being stupid told the police officer behind the desk to get me cause I had her keys. My gosh she knew I wasn't gonna drive away but I had to do something drastic & besides I needed time alone to cool down. The only way to do that for me is by listening to country music. It sooths my soul but then again so does classical music! heart
I went back in by myself cause if he had touched me then I probably would have been arressted for assulting an officer.
My shrink/counsler was in the room & explained what happened & apolgized. Cause We'd been waiting for like almost 3 hours! That's what it felt like to me.
That better never happen again. smile