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And in the end, I dont feel the same.
I feel that hope was the one to blame.
I fall behind and i feel a shame
that closes in my heart,
in the dark
And i just cant stop bleeding
But im okay.
I feel just fine--Just not the same.
But i dont mind this change.
I cannot say that
I know how it feels
to face myself, in this light.
Reflections in mirrors burn down these walls
that build me up.
And when i start i
just cannot stop
from where ive begun.
But now, ive lost myself from deep inside
where i hide
but the wheels keep on turning.
Yeah im in love.
I know this game,
it doesnt change but
it doesnt feel the same.
Could be i was a child
and now im clinging onto the light
its not feigned
i know this i know this
but yet i follow
like a sheep
unto its flock
from which it sleeps
though i dont talk i
feel so much from deep inside myself
i cant stop.
am i to blame though?
guess i wont know.
trivial thoughts sew
the crevices i have here
i cannot know
how to mend my own heart
in the dark.
Hes what keeps me going.
He helps me breathe
I feel so free.
and i can smile
yeah, once in awhile
im not afraid to
open up unto my love. From above,
he must be an angel.
How could i be so
Lucky?
Who am i?
How was it me he chose?
Guess i wont know
or maybe i will.
Guess it dont matter
or maybe it will.
Should i let go, well,
i already spread out my wings. Let me sing
a song of redemption.
'Cause now we're free
but it could be just me
who feels this way
but thats not what i think;
i think we both feel the same love
together forever
evermore.
Just let me see
the world through these
eyes of mine
I want to be
my own self and live as i am
please walk with me, fly with me
take my hand.