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Ok so I realized today that I only write in here when something interesting happens to me. And none of the stuff is actually that interesting which says alot about me ehehehehe. but ya so I wanted to talk about that freaky player that I wrote all about last time. I shouldnt even be writing about it but I just wanna get it all out I guess you know?? probably not but anyways ever since thats happend all he does is hug me and hold me and tell me I broke his heart but he doesnt even like me anymore. Yet he tells me everyday how im hot and cute and asks me if he can kiss my cheek or lick my ear OR the other way around....... IF YOU CANT F*****G KISS MY CHEEK WHAT THE F**K MAKES YOU THINK YOU CAN LICK. MY. EAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream scream scream scream scream GAD DAMMIT BOY LEAVE ME ALONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! WHY ARE YOU STILL GOING ON ABOUT IT LIKE THIS WHY!?!?!??!?!?!?!? DONT YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU ACTUALLY LIKE CAUSE YOU DONT LIKE ME APPARENTLY EVEN THOUGH YOU KISSED MY F*****G HAIR!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE YOU HUG ME MORE IN A DAY THAN MY BOYFRIEND DOES IN A MONTH!!! BUT YOUR JUST MESSING WITH MY HEAD WHY DAMNIT WHYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!????????!?!?!?!?! THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME ANYONE BESIDES SOMEONE RELATED TO ME HAS KISSED ME IN ANYWAY HOW COULD YOU YOU B***H JUST STOP IT!!! Why wont he leave me alone.....Why? I dont wanna yell at him. I dont have it in me to yell seriously at anyone. I might have to though I really might. I just want it to stop. Why did he have to tell me such a lie?