As most of my real life friends already know, this week has been one of the worst weeks I've had in a while. I can't say it's the worst yet because it's not as though it really was. Now, this week has been full of drama, heartbreaks, and plenty of misunderstandings. For me, it's getting to the point of I don't know who to trust or who to believe. I love my friends, but how can I truly know now, who is going to be there when I really need them and who is going to just dump me off like a piece of trash.
It's been a while since the last time I've been in a hole of stress and sadness. I'd say I'm depressed, but I don't really feel all that much upset. I've had projects due this week like crazy. Especially for Spanish 2. I do hope people get how much I loathe that class. I love the teacher, it's just that I really do hate doing projects that we have to constantly present. For pre-cal, I had three tests. I do believe I did alright with those. I haven't been able to finish my Duel Credit English essay because I have writer's block with all the stress on my shoulders. For my art class, I didn't want to do my art project because all we kept doing in there was trace a picture and just color it. All of my other classes are perfectly well.
Now, for the major drama. I'm having plenty of trouble with the anime club at my school. I'm its current president and I have done my part as to tell the members to come up to me when they think something about the club should change. You'd think that the officers would especially do so since they would want to enjoy themselves as well, except, my vice president didn't seem to get the memo. My vice president, whose name I will not mention, doesn't seem to satisfied with her position in the club. To use as an excuse though, she says that I don't even try to make the club fun. For one, we couldn't do anything fun during the month of October because we were fundraising. I would ask the club, however, what activities they would like to do so we could have some fun. No one told me anything. And for about three meetings I believe, only about four members actually attended the meeting. I'm trying really hard to do things for the club, but being president doesn't mean I have to do everything by myself. A president is always runned by the people.
I shall be splitting this up into parts due to the fact that I don't know how long this will be. So see you on the next one! ^.^
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"If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
Romans 10:9-10
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"If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
Romans 10:9-10