Why? Why would I post a journal entry on Gaia? It's been like 2 years, why start now?
Because. No other reason.
Mostly cuz I know I can rant in this 'journal' and nobody will read it. So I can type whatever I want!
I'm not going to, but still.
So yeah. Life. It goes. Not exactly awesome, but it's better than the alternative I guess. I've been really hatin on myself as of late. Its weird. It's just nonstop putdowns against myself. And theres no rhyme or reason for it really. I'll be happy as a clam one second, and the next, Bam! Depressed. I should be a little more concerned than I am, but oh well.
All in all though, I am pretty happy with my life. I have a good life, its just key points of happiness are missing. I get good grades, I'm healthy, I have a few good friends whom I can trust with anything, but I'm lacking in the girlfriend dept. and the whole "Hey Keaton, nobody likes you at all" thought process doesnt help that. at ALL.
Just.... the little s**t is annoying me and not letting me enjoy the rest of my life as it is today. Thats the bottom line. sweatdrop
 kii-chan-reloaded · Fri Nov 05, 2010 @ 05:13am · 0 Comments |
