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Sunday, September 26th, 2010 10:53 pm

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I've angered two friends so far, Journal. One a real friend, the other just an acquaintance. Why must they be angry? One is a non-believer, one believes but refuses a part of the word of God? Why? He is the Creator, He created them both, as well as myself.

The Bible contains some rules, some laws that are considered by millions (maybe billions) to be extremely sexist. I don't consider it that, I consider it what I know is correct. One thing's for sure, if I married, I wouldn't make my wife follow my every barking order/suggestion. I would let her teach me, despite the fact that it is against the word of God, because I know He forgives, I know He knows my real intentions...

Just... why, dear Lord? This saddens me so, and you know it does. At the same time, I can only rejoice in your word, in the fact that you exist, the fact that you watch over me when I sin, when I follow you, when I am overjoyed by Christian Rock and the Biblical messages that the music contains.

I need a Church again, Lord, so that I may further praise you. I know I will keep sinning, dear Lord, but please forgive me, and continue to let me keep my promise to you.

Thanks to all who read this, atheist or believer. Thank you God, for letting me write another entry on this glorious day. heart