Right now, it is CRITICAL that i blog or write my thoughts the age of 13-16 (now, god knows when it will end) is the major turning point of my life my interests are clashing, my personality is refining my thoughts can never be more expressive, i just need to convert them to words! Before i sound autistic, (which is not surprising since im close to mental suicide) let me tell myself i can express myself i just need - time? later? Live very second as your last, theres always hope, no passion no life, never giveup im slowly picking myself up, my lack of enthusiasm and effort has broken me as a person, yet not so broken - in this time of no progress im building myself inside as a person, i think i need to work on mentality for a while before jumping to real action i know i know dont dream it, do it well how can you do anything without dreaming first? if i hadnt, i wouldnt be here id be hanging with friends and reading pointless magazines telling me through glamorous pictures that i should be airheaded and self-conscious well no, eventhough im going nowhere physically, i am mentally this has made me feel better since i got depressed and started to sulk about the fact that im not doing anything with art.. but soon i will be free
Le Porcelain Doll · Sun Sep 12, 2010 @ 03:05pm · 0 Comments |