Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I feel so stupid with all of my other entries about Eli, Hunter, Jerry, and Erwin... I'm still going out with Charlie. He's amazing, but he never talks to meh... I like another guy... I feel bad about it, though... And I told him, and he likes meh back.... He's a total nerd, but I'm for some reason attraccted to nerds. He likes poetry, and classical music... And he's a book addict. Haha. It's kind of funny. Last year, when I was in Russian class (he's a year older than meh, and I was taking Russian with the eighth graders, and I was in seventh grade) there were some girls in some of his classes, and one was talking about him, and she was talking about how one time, he got in trouble for reading in a class that you're not supposed to read in, and one of the teachers took away his book, and he looked around, to make sure no teachers were looking, and he pulled out another book! XD He's a total dork, but I love him for it. His name is Devon, and he's sweet, intelligent, understanding, and an added bonus: he's REALLY hot! And when I told him that I'm bisexual, he said it was hot. I asked him why, and he said he didn't really know, but they're easier to talk to. But the weird thing is that I just got out of a rekationship with a girl named Devon. And yes, I was dating a girl and a guy at teh same time, but there's a dating rule for bisexuals, it's that someone can date a girl and a guy at the same time, and It's not considered cheating. Anyways, one of my best friends, the one I hang out with the most, is his sister. She's my only ontact with him, too. Because he's in nineth grade, and I'm in eighth, and he's rarely allowed to leave the house, or have friends over... I just can't wait until next year... And the catch with Devon, is that he hasn't seen meh in person since the end of my seventh grade year. And all he has is his memory of what I look like and my photos on Facebook. And I don't think he remembers meh very well, because he didn't know that I liked him, then, and I never talked to him. Besides once. I was with Kharlie, his sister. He introduced himself as the evil older brother. XD God... I miss him...