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Loljk. But the first day of school was pretty great.. eeeeexcept for the end.

Okay basically, all we did today was cheer and yell and listen and do activities. And break out of your shell a little bit.

It was going great, all the activities and stuff were fun.. and yeah, except our last one. Our LAST. ONE. We were in the gym, and we all made this formation so we had space in front of us. And they read out these things and if it related to you, you were supposed to take a step forward..then a step back.

Okay so at first, it was simple stuff like "If you are the oldest child in your family, take a step forward..then take a step back." And etc. But as we went along, it got way too deep for me. Like.. "If your heart was broken," "If you were ever in love," "If you ever attempted suicide," "If you know someone who has inflicted pain upon themselves," and "If you know someone close to you that has a drug addiction" ..and yeah..

God it was too much for me. I started tearing up when it hit too close to home for me. But Sev calmed me down saying that it was just an activity and I'll be fine.. But.. gah.

Oh well.. man.. that was a really bad idea for an activity, I wanted a freakin' hug after that. I would have enjoyed it more if we could give eachother hugs right after. D<

~Vanessa