You may think that because I go through this pain everyday, I am used to it. When that is not the truth. Every day the pain worsens and gets deeper, and gets out of control. It makes me feel useless, and maybe I am. Maybe I was just an accident child, unwanted, and unappreciated her whole life. Maybe the world would be a better place without me. But I go through the pain, I struggle everyday, I will prove them wrong. I will get through life, I will not be my own cause of death! I will survive! Even if things only go downhill from here, So what! I will make it through. I may lose friends, I may even lose some family. But that's a part of life, and if that has to happen, then it happens and I'll get through it. I may be useless, and unwanted, but no matter what I will make it through life!
ii_angelic_demon · Tue Aug 31, 2010 @ 03:03am · 0 Comments |