Recently, I can’t stop thinking, the Past is Past, put it behind you. Yes it’s true, but it’s hard. You left me. I know that. But it’s hard to let go, to break a bond. It hurts like hell. I just look back on the good times, haha, listen to me I sound old. But that’s what they were. That’s all I have left. Nothing but memories. Thoughts. Dreams. Notes. Poems. I remember how we felt about each other. Or how I thought you felt. Back then I felt happier, you were the only thing I had going for me. You made everything seem nonexistent, like we were our own thing, ya know? I guess I just miss it. That feeling… I know I miss you. I just wish I couldn’t remember most times, remember all the things that made me smile, now all I get is depressed or upset… Sigh, it was really easy back then, huh? I guess times changed. For the better? I don’t know. And when I really think about it all, all our laughs, our smiles, those promises we made, we wouldn’t have ended it the way we did. It could’ve been different, we could’ve been different. I don’t know, I don’t know…
UnLukii · Thu Aug 26, 2010 @ 10:04pm · 0 Comments |