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poems.. however i feel when i write it


radioactiveluna34
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my story (this one isnt a poem its just an insight into my life becase i may look happy on the outside but on the inside im falling to pieces)

lets start at the beining shall we
I was put up for adoption but my dad took me away and im currently living with my mother who put me up for adoption..
my dad left when i was 6
i have 5 siblins 2 with my mom and 3 with step mom ( note 2 of them from diffrent moms are the same age)
my cousin who was more a brother than i could ever ask for commited suicide over a break up
my mother has no money so has stopped paying house bills and is waiting for us to be forclosed on
i am anemic which causes me to crave things like paper and ice, also makes me dizzy very easily, causes me to be irritated very easily, tired alot, and makes me paler, and lots and lots of headaches.
(my point in telling you that is so you dont take my often annoyed/anger personally, unless you did something mean to me XP)
i cant think of more i really want/ can tell you.. so yeahh thats just some of my many issues





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Rion Wind
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comment Commented on: Tue Aug 17, 2010 @ 04:46am
1. I am sorry all thats happened to you and I can understand quite abit of it.
2. I have a freind whos gone through....Just about as much as you have(just aswell as being anemic shes got asthma and had a heart murmer) She also is frequent to pains and anger so I'm kinna used to it. It wont bother me if your upset or something. Oh and if you do feel dizzy you can alway just talk sometimes it helps yo keep composure if your talking it out with somebody.
3. even with all that that you mentioned, You've been through more then me And its sad that I have asmany issues as you. Reason for training is basically just finding out what my body can withstand without me passing out...I just try making sound more polite.


comment Commented on: Mon Sep 13, 2010 @ 05:23am
hmmm, our family story, huh?

-not to mention even if our lovely father was around he was on his computer or yelling at us..

-i have a different mom then luna and the only reason our "dad" came to this side of it all was becuz when my mom broke up with her bf (he was a drunk who hit me and gave our dog booze) she started calling dad and he came to visit (lying to ur mom and saying it was a paintball tournemant)

-that was also the weekend i attempted to run away, from school, i was twelve, and got picked up at a gas station by the cops.

-thus dad moving in with us in missouri, he wanted to take you with him (luna) becuz ultimetely you are his child and "should have been the first born with tina (my mom)" so i shouldve been you...

-we then went into debt by moving to washington, i became clinically depressed for years

-later moving back here to mn and still depressed, dad to this day blames all his problems on his children..

gotta love life...



lidgaloo1
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