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Louie sits on the bed crying. He holds his knees to his chest. His nurse sits on the bed next to him. She holds him to her chest she gently kisses his forehead

Nurse: he shouldn’t have ever touched you Louie. He’s such an a**!

Louie: I for sure he doesn’t love me any more!

Louie cries into her chest.

Nurse: Of course he loves you he didn’t always used to be that way.

Louie: Really!

Nurse: Yeah he used to be a sweat caring man. He used to be so nice and charming.

Louie: You used to Love him didn’t you.

Nurse: Yes I did! I did a lot. I could never truly hate him.

Louie: Why?

Nurse: Because he made you your like a son to me Louie. Don’t tell him I said that.

Louie: Ok! Why don’t I ever remember you when my mom was here or alive?

Nurse: I knows in my heart she’s still alive. I wasn’t around when your mother was so much.

Louie: What that supposta mean?

Nurse: I’m not allowed to talk about your mother. Pulse you where always exploring or by her side.

Louie: Please! Tell me more about her.

Nurse: Well she loved animals like you do. I mean loves animals. She has long blond hair curllyish. She was somewhat tall. She really loves you and Ian. Being he youngest she watched over you a lot even when you first played explores in the forest. You always wanted her to play with you and your brother. She did whenever she could. She played with you 2 for hours in your tree club.

Louie: she told you about that place. I hide there from daddy alot. One day I remember daddy got mad at her playing with us in the forest all day instead of being there watching him battle with his friends. He found her laughing and playing with us mood cover her face like face paint. She wear flowers in her hair parts of it wet from her playing in the creek with us. She walk bare foot her white skin cover occasionally with stops of mud. She wear a crown made of branches we had made for her the leaves on it where thin and long. My father was playing battling sword with his friends and they tuck a break and heard some thing. They wondered where we where they caught the sight of her the sun light hit her just right. She looked like the Queen of the forest and that’s what she was in the game of explores and we where her magical sons that helped her with the forest and all nature. We where playing the part where she had escaped from the evil lumberjack that keep her under his control as much as he could. At the time I didn’t know she was truly meaning daddy. Every time she say the lumberjack was coming she tell us to hide fare away and to wait there for a long time. She herd russling in the bushes. She new it was father and his friends so we ran as she said. I wanted to hurt the lumberjack for ever hurting my mama. I knew I couldn’t even protect myself but I would try my hardest for my mommy. I told Ian we need to spilt up. I waited to lose him then ran back hiding behind a tree. I saw my father and his friends walk out of the bushes be for mommy could run. My dad looked her over head to toe. He smirked he said oh wow hunny this is what you been doing his hole time. God the children can be a burden. She looks at him and says not at all she was having fun watching us smile and laugh and mostly believe.
He pushes her off him. He says to her you dirty this isn’t what I expected from you. She looks up at him. He mutter my sons should be dreaming of these nonsense things. They should be watching us men not doing this crap. I pick up some rocks putting them in my pocket. He grabs mom’s arm as she turns away from him. He started to lift his hand to her. I jump out from behind the tree. I say to him you are the evil lumberjack she told me about she told me not to tell daddy about him but he is him. You most parish for holding mommy forest Queen captive and hurting her. He looks down at me. He says to me how cute is this part of mommy’s game we’ll me a mommy have a long a** talk about this later. He slaps her. I kick him in the leg as hard as I could. He laughs. He says to me dumb boy I have boots on you are gonna be in alot of trouble when you get home. I say to him I don’t want to come home I want to stay out here where mommy’s happy and I see her smile. He slaps me. I pick my self up mother yells at father he hits her again. He tells her come home and just let us play that we’ll come home some time. He glares at me. I yell at him you hurt mommy and don’t even love me so let us go come on my we can be free you’ll never be hurt again even if it hurts me . My father bends down. He says to me shut up that’ll never happen she loves me. I kick him in the Nats an turn to run like hell. He grabs me by my pants and beats the hell out of my a**. After that day Ian never played explore with us and mom rarely did and only for short periods.

Louie: I messed it all up..

He cries on the Nurse’s leg.

Nurse: No you didn’t!

The End!