Summer of..... problems.
I MISS my friends, and my family. cause my family is not my actual family, its the people at my church and in school. i love them. i just dont get it, why cant they accept me too? My friends love me for who i am, not who i used to be. I dont get it. I like the way i changed, im happier on the inside.. not at the moment...no, but thats no ones fault but my moms. i hope she moniters this shizz so she gets it. but NO. she is way too stubborn and way too selfish to care about what i want. you know... my girl said something about this..a while ago, before anything ever happened...and she was right. for the first time in a while she was TOTALLY right about one thing. MOTHERS. gah, i miss her, i miss sommer, and tim, and bethany, and Christy, and Austin, and Ansley, and just EVERYONE. even those stupid preps who hate me, i even miss them. I dont know what i would do without school to anchor me and keep me sane. I have band camp tomorrow, that means friends! Mac, and Tre, and Logan! And Chelsea, and GAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All my band geek buddies........... smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile she cant stop me from going to band camp, no refunds so that would be like throwing away 300 something dollars. That would be immensley STUPID. ugh. i cant wait. i cant wait. im sooooo looking forward to the early morning excercises and non stop music reading all day.
THANKK YOUU MARCHING BAND!!
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