I meant what I said, I meant every word.. I just..I just..I just needed time.. I don't know what to say, what I'm sorry? What does that change? ..I feel like a failure, I failed you. You don't love me do you? I wouldn't. Who could? I can't believe that I let this be what it has become. I promised you I'd see you, that I'd love you, that I'd never hurt you, and look where that got me, look at what I did to you. ...I don't know what to say.. I've proven that words don't mean anything, I feel so ashamed.. I promised you that I be more, I'd do more, do anything for you.. And now I wallow in self pity, left with nothing, not you, no happiness, just cold sadness and empty promises..
UnLukii · Thu Jul 01, 2010 @ 07:14pm · 0 Comments |