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ninja
Finally, the coast is clear from Grey and that . . . Dark Side of me for now. *sigh*

I could finally express the things I've realized for this few days. Things are starting to change and I shall cope with it. It is my time to start anew. It's just like when I was still Grey Silverfang, I made a pledge that I shall be active in Gaia, and well I very much am. Now, the pledge I shall make, not as Mythic Walker, but as myself, is to value what is there rather than what isn't. It's now time to move on.

I have been trapped in a feeling for a bit too long that I wasn't able to realize things easily, but now it is time. I shouldn't focus on someone who wouldn't like me as much but I shall focus on someone who may. Even with differences, I hope she may be the one even if I may never truly be with her. Otherwise, I'll just get heartbroken the second time, because I was foolish enough to break my promise not to love.