Why can't I enjoy my summer?1 In the Why must I ASAP start looking into the colledge life already? I mean IM FREE ! after 12 years of education I'm finally ******** free! I mean its not like I don't want to go to college, but its that I don't want to do it right now! I want to enjoy the free time I have before that to the fearfullest...No not that its the weekend free time. Thats bullshit, thats not TRUE free time...I just want to enjoy it...is that a crime?
Why am I not allowed to be free? I feel like yelling as I think/type this but I'll be yelled back at and with my slow thinking and comeback I'll be quickly dismissed, yelled at, and be angry in my room like I am atm....
Like I said in a journal before, its all just a cycle of hate and anger in my house.
blaugh Whats really funny to think about though is how in like a record time of 2 seconds my mood changed to happy when I thought about going to the mall...in cosplay.
I mean I forgot why I started to look it up on you tube but it seemed like such a joy and so much fun, that I wanted to experience that. I already contacted my fellow anime fans (for ones who don't cosplay I suggested walking around in wigs) and they thought it would be fun to.
Im really looking forward to that when I can make that happen
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~Life of a Fox Queen~
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