Names have been changed.
So lately I've been having very distracting dreams. Maybe I should start from the beginning to state why these dreams are so bad. So last year I dated a guy named Popcan, I feel in love with him blah blah blah had a pretty bad break up. So like a year later my current boyfriend Ragnarok and I hook up. Well I was his ex girlfriends best friend and Ragnarok and Popcan were best friends, so yeah it wasn't favorable for really anyone. But I don't think I fully got over Popcan. I mean he does some stuff that I absolutely hate...but for some reason I just cant dislike him. I don't know, maybe its just a stupid thing......
Anyways about the dreams. Just the other day I had this dream where me and Ragnarok (current bf) were walking around downtown when Popcan came up, and for some reason we walked off together. Well in my dream I wanted to see if I still loved him so I leaned up and kissed him. He grabbed my hand and after the kiss he asked me what I was to him. I looked over at Ragnarok who for some reason was just standing there and I told him I wanted him (Popcan) to decide. He just looked at me for a moment then we started walking a little further away when he said he loved me. My dream self was silent for a few seconds before saying I love you to, then the dream ends....
Its weird because I've had similar dreams like this....and lately I've been thinking of Popcan a lot. But I love Ragnarok as well. So I really don't know what to do on this. No one seems to know how to help.
 Mimoka-ru · Thu Jun 10, 2010 @ 02:08am · 1 Comments |
