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Love is supposed to be forever and I know that the love I feel is forever. The thing that scares me the most is when he will leave me. Because while he can go my heart will be shattered but I should be happy he found someone better be can be happy with. Even if that's not me. What if he already wants another but can't be with her because she's taken so he's settling for me. My heart already hurts from it I think he has found that girl but he can't have her yet. Nobody ever said love was easy and I sure would agree but I'm afraid of losing the thing I love most though if I do love him most I should be strong enough to let him go and live his life the happiest he can right?

The only thing I can say is that I love Jarlin more then anyone and I know he loves me. But if he loved me so much why does he hurt me.
I was being a snoop but I was commenting back to his comment and I happened to see another one from this girl saying things so being snoopy (sorry for that I really am) I went to her pro and say him say she would be a wonderful woman to have by his side if she wasn't taken by some dude. I was snoopy and as sorry as I am for that what was said still really hurts. I love him and I trust he will do the right thing just hope that I don't have my heart ripped to pieces because of it.

I trust you Jarlin even if you don't always trust me I know that you love me and I love you more then anything but if you want someone else you have to tell me so I can at least nurse my heart in peace.

I snooped in the comments and I'm sorry that I did not because of what I found but because it was a violation of Jarlin's privacy he deserves more then that from me.