I've been feeling a bit off lately. I just can't seem to get my schedule down this quarter. I wake up late 90% of the time, every day is a little different so I'm often a bit confused about where I'm going or what I'm doing, and I'm just not feeling zen or balanced at all.
It's a real pain, honestly, and I'm really sad/confused because last quarter I was doing so well. I thought I had finally gotten my s**t together, and now this quarter is pure chaos. It is getting a bit better now, but I'm over half way done, so it's a little late.
My blog is neglected, school is a bit rocky (though not too bad), my boyfriend was getting a bit neglected there too for awhile (something I think I've finally now fixed), my health is kinda iffy at the moment, and I'm beginning to think my social life needs a real over haul... or rather I need to create one >.<
But you know, it's all good, because I'm starting to make something of a come back now. A couple weeks ago I was starting to feel a melt down coming on, and it helped me wake up a little. So this past week or so I've been taking some time to meditate, I've entered a writing contest to get me motivated to write again (half the point of my blog was that I would write a little something every day), and I think I've found a club at school I'd like to join. As I said above, my boyfriend is feeling less neglected the past couple weeks, and I'm hoping to start getting my sleeping/eating/health more balanced again. So yeah, I think I'll be okay now, but it has been a bit of a battle.
 Morrighan-Brann · Sun May 16, 2010 @ 04:32am · 0 Comments |
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