i was hearing music today
~not that i ever do.
but there was sumthing special about the song i was hearing hehe -skillet, hero
or atleast i think that was the song.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~it was heart breaking.. i thought about alot...my past..wich i keep hidden..my innocense wich i keep breaking..my secrecy wich i keep revealing...
<.< i wonder wether is it jus me or will i ever wish for a brighter day again..
-.-" note to self and for ever stained -(why die wen hell will be to pay and ur freinds and the one's who luv u will nevr be with u on ur death bed)
i wish i cud help my freinds who are suicidal... i dont mind doing my best to help them...i try...but its amazing how the advice i give my friends doesnt reflect on me when im going thro there same foot steps
To late to die? or to early to realize it...
as im writing this...my knowledge of alot stops me from wanting to cry :/ ive seen alot..done alot...and ive been stuk on sum tight situations...God no's how i managed to get out of them...
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right now....right right now... i need a shoulder to cry on ;~;
LU Lu !!! ;~; ...(your the only one expecting me to tex u bak now)...
roxy?.. ian... ethen... Dianna?... luci... any one?... oh yeah... they think im tired and supposed to be asleep...if only they wud understand..no matter how young i may be... i have tight situations as them...age 15 isnt hard..teen years is hell
...well lemme full fill every ones assuming and feed there thoughts by getting my self into bed and "peacefully" going to sleep...
ii Walk On Fire ii · Sun May 02, 2010 @ 08:51am · 0 Comments |