All my life as a kid i was big on imagination, and that lead to being creative. Art classes werent as magically in my view back then, but i was still enthusiastic. But it was typical enthusiasm, a liking anyone would give to a subject. That obviously changed, in harsh decision {i dont even know why it took me so long to make my decision, thankfully it was the correct one} i chose vce art over vce maths in year 10. That gave me steps to a creative world i never saw in that way before, walking in out supply room. The smell of paint fumes, chalk, gloss etc made my heart leap, sometimes id just walk in to remind me of my past artistic enthusiasm. i was such a beginner ! theres a difference in my drawing skill now, but mentally ive grown futher then ever in experience and aims. Now i'll defiantly focus on realism - surrealism/Pop surrealism in my art to portray the theme 'unjust reality' exposing our corrupted materalistic world. Exposing the dissray through crooked beautiful looking dolls. Paper dolls, photography, digital painting etc. My ideas are still dveloping day by day, but i am not giving enough time for drawing/painting practice! I will forever me in debt with time D:
Well creative person in me blossomed more then anyone would have guessed, i guess it was destiny. Once i reached high school i followed expectations of success - which was being the best in science and maths. But the passion which was meant to remain as only hobby grew, and now its taken over me. I cannot resist, its my decision. I will not make the same mistakes as my father, trying to go both ways - expectations and dream. becoming a literature teacher, he should have just strived in only poetry. But i wont watch my children tell me the same thing ' i wont make the same mistake as you ' i will continue with art at my fullest, even if that means living in a shack alone. I adore gogh more then learando - gogh's 'insanity' and unaccepted style is something i can relate too. Leonardo was the queens personal artist, and fame made through that way is undeserving.
Le Porcelain Doll · Tue Mar 30, 2010 @ 02:09pm · 0 Comments |