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Today was an Epic Fail. I had entered an "art contest" for the 5th anniversary of a guild I'm part of, and. . . .I don't think anyone liked it. I mean. . . why would they? I haven't been part of the guild in a long time, the people who are active are part of a close knit circle. . . . how the hell was I ever gone win anyway? I deleted my post and I won't leave the guild, but I'll just continue not posting in it. Let them kick me out lol. It's ok I guess, I'm not gonna try anymore. It's just what I needed to show me the fact that I'm not good at what I've strived to do since I could put a pencil to paper. -_-X time to smoke some pot and forget why I'm so depressed over this. . . . epic fail.