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Blood drips down my wall, the tip of a blade sticking out...My sister not making a sound..should I open my eyes? Or keep them shut tight...?

For hours I laid in bed..crying of what my sister had done. I held her close as she laid there, bleeding and cold. "Why did you do this" I repied to myself. I covered her wound on her body and kept holding her....Mintues passed, blood dripped. She finally spoke...
"I'm sorry, big brudder...", a part in me snapped. I brusted into tears and slapped her across the face. She cried and didn't say a word...I kept holding her....She's alive....Alive and alright.....for now..

This isn't the first time she's tried...just 2 weeks ago, she tried to commit suicide. The age of 4 she tried, the age of 7 she tried, and so on........My sister has tried, and i've been there to stop her....How many times will she try? What will happen if I'm not there one time to stop her......

If your still reading.....I'm sorry to have waisted your time.