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She knew she had been wrong…
But she also knew she still loved him deep inside.
She wasn’t talking much… she was quiet because she was thinking continually.
You would say she wasn’t there as she was watching the starry sky with wandering eyes. Day and night thinking about him, the mind had stuck there and couldn’t concentrate anymore. Recalling the memories with the radio for her company and mostly letting the silence speak what the heart couldn’t. He made her feel alive, happy. She was living right because he was in her life, dreaming and believing again.
Now she thought she was dying softly… She had been left in the dark and all that’s left were ashes. He was the hope she needed, a reason to live. She didn’t care about anything for he was her moon that suddenly disappeared from her sight.
That dream could have been right. Wondering what she should feel those days…
She was really missing him… She lost her whole world by mistake and now she stands seeing the absolute nothingness ahead of her. It’s hard to let him go, to forget.
The days hardly pass, the seconds leave even so slow as if time is my enemy.
The same things will happen over and over again, loosing the interest for tomorrow, for the future. But then again that was what life was about, not only joy and happiness but loneliness and disappointment as well.
She had to admit to herself that the end had already came.

By nataly.