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Soorrry, soooryyy D:
{ apologising to a broken promise to myself }
i promised everyday? so much has passed!
Its the second, no third week of school D:
tsktsk@me.
Im not going to desert memories already!
So we started school on the 1st of february {2010}
Year 11, second last year..
Chose my subjects, my intoductions to the subjects made my interest jump
and my ideas leap - but physically i'll ruin my plannings done up there - in my head.
New school bus, didnt move houses, they just seperated us for no good reason.
Tried getting all the kids enthuastic about drawing, didnt have to..
all kids are, but they dont feel the spark i have..
Watching each personality, analysing them and seeing how children are so innocent because they are not exposed to the society we are of today..
Evil is not born with, just created from within..
& so is good.
Over looking myself and trying to change the way people think of my by my actions, because that is the only way - they cant see whats within and only out, humans are partially blind. But only few use their head and heart to seek more then we can see.
Our world is so materialistic, typical life goals:
- get famous
- get a nice house
- get a nice car
- get a nice job
- get nice clothes
- get lots of money
And once they’ve reached a goal/material they seek higher..
Like a child and new toy, after a week or so they crave for better
And once they’ve got it, they crave for better – and if not achieved, they get depressed
Eventhough I should understand everyones different wishes or should I say wants,
It’s a fake dream. No inspiration, no connection with your soul. No dream, no life. Careless, that’s what we have become today. They have forgotten to show their inner to the outer. Humans covered in plastic. And that is one final I will present.
& That’s what my theme is this year for art: “Unjust reality”
My subject matter is: “People”
My style is: “Pop Surrealism” much like Ray Caeser & the effect I described in my request [link].
I have 14weeks to finish this portfolio – imagine the stress! Trying to achieve highly in my other demanding subjects: Physics, math methods, biology, English & those of which relate to my inner; visual arts and studio arts. Visual is practicing technique. Studio is expressing my inner. As much as I need to focus on it, I need to focus on my others to my greatest ability. And so help me god, I will die.
Note: i have found the meaning of love. Its undescribable, words is not enough since it takes a gradual experience and understanding - but not much events link to it - if i was to fall inlove with anyone, itd be someone that understands it like me.
 Le Porcelain Doll · Sun Feb 14, 2010 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
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