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I'm saving up so I can see the girl I love.

Is that so wrong?

My dad says that I shouldn't waste my money on her, that if we really love each other that she'll be there when i get a job and can afford a car.

And my mom says I should just stop spending all my money on bus tickets and just simply save so that I CAN get a car.

But what they don't understand is how much I really and most honestly need her...

I need her more than i need air.

there are times when I cant sleep because it hurts too bad.


Marcie says that I love her more than she loves me and that she doesn't want to see me get hurt.

But what she doesn't understand is that it hurts not to love her.

I cant do it.

I love her, and I always will love her until the day I die, and even then I just might become a zombie... well... maybe not a zombie...

but I would still love her after I die.

Whatever you believe is out there... Heaven... Nothingness... 72 virgins... I will love her forever

until my ENTIRE existance is no longer.

I love her more than I love myself

I live to hear her voice.

And it's sort of sad... Do you know why you're alive?

Does anyone really know why they're alive?

...I do...

I'm alive, to make her happy.

She makes me a better person...

Blah blah blah blah blah...

i'm sure anyone who reads my journals get rather tired of my constant exclamations of everlasting undieing love.

So i'll end it here... and I'll also say: "I am the Maharaja of all Japan."