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I remember you: saying you love me, kissing me back for the first time, watching me spin a flag, spinning the pink flag yourself, being completely honest with me, looking at me with that look that made me feel like I mattered, taking me up to band practice, picking me up when I needed to get out of my house, telling me I was beautiful, going to the movies with me, meeting my mom for the first time, eating dinner at my house for the first time, putting that beautiful necklace you got me around my neck, tickling me, throwing grass and sticks at me, jumping off the pier with me, picking me up for our first date, playing tag with me and my little sister, trying to get me to tell you my name, talking to me on Betsy's cell phone until five in the morning, being on my mind the whole time my family and I were on vacation, getting me irritated because you kept picking on me, coming to watch me at a football game, getting me to play volleyball, duck taping my stupid little black purse at Tyler and Sam's open house, coming up to my dorr, but I'd beat you there so you wouldn't have to knock, holding my hand all the way home after our first date, liking the leggings I was wearing, telling me I should bake you cookies, playing blockus and beating me at it, smiling, laughing, running, talking, alive with that goofy grin on your face, being cocky and knowing I was going to kiss you even though I'd just told you I wasn't going to, being sweet, being totally okay with me waiting until I am married, leaning over to kiss me every time my parents left the room, telling me to kiss you even though I was sick, telling me all the things you were going to accomplish in your life, bringing me to the card shop for the first time, giving me your class ring and telling me it was "good luck", telling me how so many girls have liked you and then we made a list of girls that never had a crush on you (pretty short list), being yourself and living life to the fullest.

More to be added later I suppose.

I love you so much Andrew. I'll keep holding on for you and for your family. See you someday.