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I can never forget the day you told me you can wait for me as long as I won't let you hope for nothing.
It's just that, the possibility of you finding someone else that doesn't need to be at the right age to be your girlfriend, is inevitable.
I'm a pessimist so please don't worry why I think like this..
But when that time comes and I found out from somebody else..
I'll stand up, smile, come up to you with tears running down my cheeks.
I'll wipe away my tears and breath deeply..
Then I'll proudly say: "So.. You found someone else huh? Why didn't you tell me.. Why did I have to find it out from someone else? I know I'm asking you questions but never mind, don't bother asking them.. I know I'm obviously hurt and my heart is possibly crushed, but maybe.. I don't care about that. I love you and I know you knew that even before you confessed. I just want to let you know that you should love the girl you found more than how you loved me.. But remember this, no one in the world could ever match how I loved you.. I was true to you, I cried every night because of you, I would even give up my life just for you if I had to.. And that girl that captured your heart right now.. Could never ever do that.."

After that I'll turn around and confront his new girl.
"Never break his heart.. He is one of the kindest guys I ever met, he was the only one to have changed my life.. You and Me will have serious issues if you break his heart.. I don't care if you're from a powerful family that can kill me or anything, all I know is.. I am SO not afraid of you"

Maybe my friends will tell me, "Why didn't you fight for him?"
I'll answer.. "What's my right to fight for him? We may have had something, but it wasn't official.. I know that he just broke my heart but he's happy right? If you tell me that's pathetic of me then fine.. That's my decision and I'm the one hurt so you guys should be fine about that? Please stop telling me to fight for him.. Can you just help me and cheer me up? I really need you guys now.."