I promise, for the benefit of myself - i will daily write in my journal not small talk, but you wont believe how much quotes i think a day I can symbolise and realise morals about the smallest things, focusing on details people will usually not realise..like Amelie.
I do wish that my thoughts can be automatically be written on paper, and re-read them aloud later days of my life.. Everyone's life has a story, and not expressing mine will be a regret
Eventhough not much will happen to me, but what is inside that needs to be told. Eventhough i find it hard to express myself with words, i will try my best. Because nothings imposisble, and im not going to make myself believe it - i will believe it.
Reminds me, i always told myself since i was young till now: Maybe i need to taste bitterness, to turely taste sweetness.. i remembered lol I have so much to say, but to get that blank paper filled will take a rough start - and once i start, it will not end.
I know why i was always afraid to write ! Because even if i expressed myself, it would still not be enough to make another person understand.. Maybe thats why these days i've avoided expressing myself, avoiding everything.. neutral
My art is just like my words, expressing something behind the beautiful picture..behind the beautiful world, there is ugly views..
~ Sky.
Le Porcelain Doll · Tue Jan 26, 2010 @ 11:38am · 0 Comments |