http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOA-2hl1Vbc (listen to this while reading it)
The reason I stayed...Well there is only one person that
is keeping me here. She's everything to me, and even though I want
to be in the army, I'm not choosing it over her. If I die, I don't know
what I would do without her. -Tears fall.- I can't spend one waking
ight without her, and I know she can't either without me. Without her
in my life I'm nothing. She has changed my world so much. To tell you
the truth she actually is showing a side of me that I never show to
anyone. That side is my kind side, the side of passion, love,
gentleness, sweetness and careness. I have something in my life I
want to hold and never let it go. When I first met her, I thought of if
she was the one. She turned out to be the one for me cause for once
I'm saying 'I love you' from the heart. I was happy she was my friend
until I got to know her better and took it slowly wandering and
thinking, 'What's wrong with me and why can't I figure her out? This
has never happened.' It was strange to me that I couldn't read her or
figure her out so easily. -Smiles abit looking down.- I know that sounds
a bit corny but it's the truth. This is the girl for that I've been looking
for. -Laughs abit.- Just...I don't know how to describe her, she's
everything to me and it would break my heart if I lost her. It would
break my heart knowing I left her because I wanted to be in the army,
well I'm giving up that dream. Yes, I'm giving up a dream that I had
since I was little, but she is my life and heart and I would do anything
for her.
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