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So my bother keep sittng down next to me and asking about my status of my date for prom (which is still bad btw). I can't help but feel extreamly akward becuase of the fact that isn't how I know him to be. I just knew him as

A door- Becuase hes always in his room
A smoker- Becuase he smokes cigs and pays a lot of money on his habit
A Gamer- becuase he (used to) spend lots of money on his systems and games

and a hater- becuase most of his comments were always hateful ones

Now hes all touchy feely tring to talk to me about guys. I understand that hes tring to make up for not being there for me AT ALL but...its just kinda to late. Everything I need to know so far I learned from school, anime/manga, maginzines, games, and T.V.

(hour and 1/2 later)
Wow I just got done explaining yaoi, yuri, and lolis to my brother. This is just to weird that hes intrested in all this now. I mean why the hell now? Also I noticed hes only asking me this s**t when he has a beer in hand, hes going to come back so Im going to have more to say after this.


(20 minutes later)
I remember some journals ago I said something like I wish my brothers thought I was cool or gave me thier approval. Well I was just given it...
and all I had to do was tell everything I was ashamed of to him. The weird thing though was that I was damn happy I got it finally. "You know Deanna your actually pretty cool"

damn right!