my stages of depression.
one which i find myself often is when i'm depressed and everything i do to make myself just that much happier pisses me off. i dont want to talk to ppl or sing. so i end up just sleeping or being a b***h. i don't eat anything.
other stage which (i'm in now) doesn't happen hardly ever
i'm acting happy to the point in i think i'm happy. it's like i took some prozac. i'm singing outloud and i may not be smiling to might be on the inside. only problem with this kind is that anything can piss me off. someone can saythong to me wrong and i'm pissed. like how dare you get rid of my happyness. and then blackout.....i acutaly eat when i'm like this. and it's kinda sad cause i can fool the ppl i care about most when i'm like this. when i'm like this though i somehow always end up high. but i wont today. i promise
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