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Cold
All Alone (In my home)
There I fell (Like a stone)
To the bottom of a jar, I stayed apart –From your heart
It’s Separated~

I know you haven’t got the heart,
Know that this life may never start
No, I don’t know what is happening
Now, I feel~ This Agony
Know it’s Real, a part of everything
What’s the deal?

Are you crazy, what is on your mind
Are you mad at me, I’ll explain another time
Are you (Hazy), is the future still unclear
(Let me open up your heart, and hold you dear)
Are you sad? Or are you Glad… To be still here?
Are you still there~ Do you still Care? If you -ever did.

I can’t see you (Can’t Be with you)
When I’m so low (You look –Down on me)
and you, Are floating there On High
But I won’t Settle on the Bottom (I won’t say Good-Bye)
I will Fight my way to you (I will fly)
And I won’t lose,
but If I Do
I won’t settle for the Bottom
(Because it’s your light that makes me move)

I had to choose
What I would lose
Before I could see you again
I lost it all, Gave it up, Left behind me
AS I Climbed
Chose to throw it all away
To be with you~

What would you Choose –In my Place
Change (the Decisions) that I’ve made
(Change the Plans I live Each Day)
Close my Heart, Stop the pain
Just to Help myself (Stay/keep Sane)
The choices that I faced
Were all at once erased
And I Knew (Knew what to Do)
Knew what I must Do (Giving all to Close the Distance)
I, Climbing up, Catching Up to you
(Finally~ closing –The Distance)
It’s True
What about you, are you Saying it’s not working

What about your ‘Friends’
Weren’t they helping you ‘Survive’
What about YOUR Friends
Weren’t they Holding up your world, your head
(So full of things, feels like holding lead, in the place where you were led)*
You Say your Best friends –Are dead
But those lies are not the truth (for)
You know I’m Coming Straight to you
I Won’t settle on the Bottom
I will Reach out for your Hands~
That Stay beside you, Lying Still, at your Side
I’ll Protect you, I will Hold you Close
I will Save you, If you need more then Hope

So Take My Hand
I Won’t Let You Down
I Will -rise with you
This won’t Settle on the Bottom
This won’t rest in Peace and Die

This Will Go ON-
(Hand In Hand) with you~