If he's so happy, why aren't I? It's been nearly four months and my nature should have let me already move on. But when I see that he's so happy, I begin to cry. I know this sounds sappy, but it's painful beyond anything I've ever felt. I always try to convince myself that I'm happy to be without someone that could hurt me, but I know I'm lying.
Saggitarians are known for their ability to easily move on, but sometimes I think that I've been misplaced at the time of birth. I'm way off, compared to others.
Truthfully, it's sad to watch him smile and be happy while I'm left alone, unhappy and upset. And the worst thing that adds to that is that I'm under so much stress, and I'm only 14. I feel like I'm 34 though.