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****** what i said in that last entry... This place is good enough to hold this st... and if it isn't I don't care let it fall through and burn in hell and let the smoke and ashed smother those who don't want to hear my voice... ****** it **** it **** it **** it **** it **** IT!! I give up... I've been love sick so many times in my life... And I knew good and well that there was no way for me to get with the people i loved... my fatal flaw... I think hope will help with everything... All things I've hoped for in my life... Ended up not happening I don't know why I still do it... But love is my weakness... Just the feeling of being wanted by someone... I've never had it though... Just would be good to feel it at least once... hopeing that once would be the only one I'd need... but... It's yet to happen... I've let go so many times... its become second nature I think about it... I'm never going to get with them... Some more... I need to let them go... Afterwards I'm done... I don't feel the same anymore... its gotten sad really... I had to do it today and... I'm tired of it... I'm sick of trying to find something that I'll never get Heh... No one even reads this I'm talking to my **** self I get no recognition... I'm not even noticed here... I'm not noticed anywhere... My present sucks... So I always look towards the future... But... I always try to make my present better... I'd love a good life right now but its not happening... I'm heartbroken... I have no salvation... No paradice huh..? So i quit... I don't even know why I still try... It hasn't happened... It's not going to happen... This year... I don't care... I'm going to fly through the rest of my present... I'm going to work on my future... Hope is a blind illusion to me now... I'll just take things how they are ment to happen now... Gods_Black_Wings** · Sat Jan 02, 2010 @ 04:52am · 2 Comments


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	I read...whenever I'm on. Offline rhapsodize-moon · Community Member · Mon Feb 15, 2010 @ 12:15am


	If you think you have been love sick, then can I ask you how I feel? There is one person I wish to be with so badly. I try to talk to him all the time, when ever he's online and I see I have a message, not knowing who it's from, then going to my inbox and seeing his name right then and there. My heart stop beating then as I open it, and start to read, my heart races (Depending on what it says.), I want nothing more than him. I know I'm saying alot that I really shouldn't be saying anything but I can't help it. I'm really love sick and then thing is, he can't love me no more than a friend so he says sometimes to me. I wish that he lived closer to me. I wish he would try with me, but I know he can't. ~Miracle Skyline. P.S. I'm thinking you know how this is for... My best friend, the one who has helped me forever! Offline Miracle Skyline · Community Member · Sun Jun 27, 2010 @ 03:21am

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