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This girl pisses me off now beyond no belief but my anger led me to focus on something else. Someone who used to be her friend even said to me (after she saw what I wrote about her in the last journal) “I agree, and she doesn’t even deserve the boyfriend she wants so badly. She’s to clingy, and uses people, and she uses her friends for money”

It made me think and feel sympathy for those guys she dated. I mean the overall look of guys from a girl’s point of view is that they want to use you for a fling and then leave. In many cases that can be true, but what MY friend (aka her former friend) said kept going through my head.

I’ll agree that my view of men is not that much higher than the one I stated, but I still believe them to feel unsure about possibly loving someone as a girl would be.

This girl gave them the kind of false hope of “maybe this can work out” while that’s going she’s draining their money by demanding brand name expensive gifts, and patience. Finally they had enough when she starts getting bitchy at them for even looking at another girl, but she can flirt with other guys. They break up and she gets all depressed about it depending on her friends to support her while asking them for money.

All of this is assumed by me (except the bold part, that’s been proven) so don’t take this for a sure positive of how she may act, but from how I described her…can anything I said really be THAT far off?

Back to the point, whatever she does that just create their uncertainty of “can I trust another girl?” and it makes me wanna cry for some god only knows reason. It just strikes a chord of compassion in me to know that they can get hurt the same way a girl can. I mean maybe not as much or even just a little bit, but that just makes them human.

Decent guys exist out there who truly want to find someone they can like or even grow to love, but girls like this one just demean their status. Claiming that no guys like this exist, until a guy breaks up with her and she’s crying about how she wants to meet a nice guy.

It just sickens me, and it might have to do with the fact that… you know already… that I can’t get a guy.

Still it makes me feel sick inside for them. I wish I never had to see her ******** face again but she’s in to many of my classes for that wish to come true. Maybe I can find solace in the fact that I at least in how we perceive guys that I can give them respect that they deserve, where she treats them like trash from the start and expects to be pitied/and saved in the end.