Why is it so hard to deal with what you feel? I can never be happy for a hole day, there is alwasy something on my mind that makes me go all depressed! It's pretty unnerving, espetialy when your friends ask you if you're okay, you want to tell them, but you're afraid that they'll worry and that because of it there day won't be as good. Then there are things you really want to tell, but when that time comes no ones there to listen, the person you use to talk to about those things, is like on the other side of the country(me Quebec, her British columbia -Canada-).
Some times I wish we could go back in time, just so the people you fealt it so easy to talk to are in range. Okay so yes I have friends now, but i just don't know hos to talk to them, I haven't known them very long; about 2 years, as for my beast friend: now in B.C, I've known her for about 6 years, and I feal like its so much eisyer to talk to her than anyone esle crying . Man this is depresing!!!
 kairei4ever · Thu Nov 25, 2004 @ 01:04am · 0 Comments |
