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i am a man hear my story
i bring words from a man who lived long ago
this man trialed through many hardships
only cuz his words did not match the words of his heart
so he suffered dearly
this was his last words he intrusted to me to tell you all
"hear me as i lay down crying yearning for that special love
as others disapear from me cuz i was to lame in speech
so now it is not the mind but my own heart
i desire only to be with those that i care for and those people shine life into me and they give my life meaning thought we may fight and though we may argue plz know that i am always and was always by your side even thought it seems i wasnt i try to show that i care but
when i put it into words it doesnt feel right and to that person listening to me now reading this you to are my friend and there is a bond that cannot be broken no matter how hard they try to break it im always there as a friend a father a brother and a lover i had suffered to many good byes and when i lose you i do not how to control or explain it i killed my self tonight i overflooded myself with pain and suffering and i suppose only time will tell wiether i can move on or not but please just seek out the true me reach and call out my name and save me from my darkness please im calling out to you plz hear me"