HAY GAIA.
Yeah. Breaking news! Yet another teen admits in being bi when they're really not.
See that's the issue here. I'm not bisexual! I'm not!
Girls are annoying, pesky, and EW!
But tomgirlys and girls with no boobs are the delight.
When they're small, flat, and have a rusky sexy voice I melt inside!
When I was in the 1st to 2nd grade, I had the girl best friend.
Every day I wished I could kiss her on the cheek.
When I tried she would get grossed out and like... run away.
But I just thought she was cute and all, now I wonder if I think differently.
As in, I'm starting to wonder if I really do like girls.
5th grade, yet another/different best friend.
We were strange, we loved being high off of hyper, and would kiss each other in the bathroom for the giggles.
Then in 6th grade, I met this girl. Quite thin. Low voice, flat chest, adorable, much older than me. I still know her to this day.
And when I first met her, I accumulated this crush on her. I wasn't sure if it was just admiration though.
But even now when I still meet her, I get all chirpy and butterfly-ish.
She's straight as a stick though, but in about summer of 6th grade we roomed together for 2 weeks at camp, and I admitted to her for thinking I was bi.
Over the years, I ignored that fact and convinced myself I was straight
for I didnt like v****a.
But AS PUBERTY HIT (lol) I started having sexual fantasies of GIRLS.
More than BOYS. like WTF.
SO. In conclusion, I really don't know weather I'm bisexual or not.
I want to have a hot makeout session with a lesbian right now!
haha jk, actually my mouth hurts =( I think I have a cold sore in my upper lip.
Lol... and you had to know that because...
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