Hey you guys, so I haven't done this in a long a** time but hey- I've got other s**t to do.
Notice I didnt say "better" s**t to do.
So recently I went to a new school where a bunch of my elementary school buds who I havn't seen for a while, are also going. Well we got to talking and remembering when all of a sudden we just kind of stopped. I think we had just gotten to one of our many imaginary lands, this one was much like an updated version of Hogwarts. We each had our own pet animal, and would wave sticks around like it would make everything better. It was around that game we had begun to go to the park with our school. The park was more like a portion of forest with a gate around it, but anyway, at the park there were five tree's all perfectly in a circle. We would each choose a tree and lay under it for hours, imagining what our futures would be like. We decided that when we all died these trees would be our gravestones and it was here we would be buried.
But at that present moment, as we all sat on the small grassy island of our school, we realized just how stupid we were. And we all wondered if we could even pretend anymore, what if we'd lost the ability? What if we couldnt play witch's, what if our fairy houses really did crumble? And in that singular moment of silence as the bell rang, and the rats went back to try and find the imaginary cheese, a felt trully alone. I felt older, like in one second I had aged all the way up to who I am now, and there was no turning back.
I really wish we had never remembered.
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