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My ♥Heart♥ thuds rapidliy against my chest as I lay in bed,
my throat choked up with somthing familiar.
This feeling I had tried to save myself from,
this feeling I had run away from time and time again.

It ♠Haunts♠ me again and again as thoughts of you run across my mind,
my chest tightning as I am trying to remember what caught me off gaurd.
Why did I fall so hard again?

The ♦First♦ time I felt this feeling it only left me ina cold dark place,
where not even words could reach me.
The feeling of knowing that the person whom you cared most about,
didn't care for me.

What was it that I was so drawn to about you?
Your Eyes, no that couldn't be it..
Your Body, naw I am not that shallow..
Your personality, God that was a good trait.

We could stay on the phone for over three hours and always find somthing to talk about, I loved how you would always find that time to squeeze in the words I Love You. How my frozen heart mealted so quickly when I made you laugh.

And those nights I staid up worrying that I had done somthing wrong just to find that it was your fault that you wernt talking to me.

but, this time you haven't called me, texted me, or even took the time to email me... so I am writing this for you, hope that you'll read it but with my luck latly you'll prpbably just hit the delete button... On the off chance that you might read it i just want you to know that I love you adn it will never change, even if you don't love me.

I have now written out my feelings once again >.>

-Miina