OMG! something horriable has happened. something to horriable i dont think i can describe it without wanting to pull the pages out afterwards. crying
I HAVE A CRUSH! exclaim exclaim
Horriable i know! i went on the computer today and started talking to Taylor, he seemed destracted and hardly replyed to me. so i went on his BEBO and saw that he had added some new pictures so i nosyed through them. smile
And there was one of him and his girlfriend hugging, looking so happy and i felt like someone had slapped me on the face. eek
it was as if something inside of me had twisted and another part disappeared. i feel so empty and this is soo stupid! I mean we hardly get along, always in fights. But i couldnt ignore this strong feeling. At first i thought it was anger, but at what? they werent doing anything wrong. It cant be jealousy! crying
I never get jealous. I then find another picture of him with his arm around her and all these comments saying "Aaaaww wat a cute couple" and i felt physicaly sick. burning_eyes
what am i going to do? sad
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 ptlyah · Sat Oct 17, 2009 @ 01:22pm · 0 Comments |
