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~October 6th 2009

This class is so boring...
I can't even concentrate in 2nd hour
We're taking notes, but I'm thinking about him
Hoping I'll get to see him tomorrow
I miss him more than he even knows
Everything, his smile, his laugh,
And the way he looks at me.

What is it...
That gets me hooked on you
Addicted to you
Don't know what to do
You always make me smile
Like I haven't in a while
How are you so charming
'Cause I find it alarming
Wish you tell me your trick
Unless that's just how you are
I think I might love you
To scared to tell you
So I'm gonna take
A while to make
The effort to say the words aloud



~October 8th 2009

Last night he came over
But I was doing homewok the whole time
Stupid school, that's just no good for either of us.
So, I gotta find some way to make it up to him
I'm not sure what exactly I'll do

The reason I think I'm afraid...
Is because of my past experience
I'm afraid I'm just going to end up broken again
But I'm really proud of myself
For sticking with him
And not just giving or "quiting with love"
I'm just a hopeless romantic I guess
Andrew doesn't seem to mind though
I don't like to think about what or who I am without him
A sure case of love I think...
But it's too late for me to stay away from him now