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Rose's own thoughts

My journal just a black composition journal.I write what i feel like i nned to and what intrests me this day or any other day



whys it me who's picked over the rest? why just me? couldn't you just go love some one else please? no.. i guess you can't.. i've stolen your heart and i dont know how to give it back.oh...? you dont want it back? you just want me..huh... i can say yes.. i can't say no... i cant say anything..... the one i love wants me back and the i've loved forever is here now again... i can be with one with out hurt the other.. and hurting my self in the prosses... why? dose anyone elses suffer like this? like i do? i guess they do.. i just dont see them.. cuz like me... we just want to stay invisable... saty how we are. to keep our friends and friendships.. to keep the ppl we love close to our hearts. and yet im afrid that if i go with one of them... the other will leave or drift... i'll run to catch them. i dont want you hurt.. i dont want you dead.. i dont want you to leave... and yet i know one will and may not come back....I know.. im being unfair..... Why is it you love me? Why....

Posted by: RoseXNyamh Sun Sep 20, 2009 @ 04:48am