With my ex I'm impulsive with phone calls. I'm like this with no one else but him. Wish I could stop, I have to stop or else everything will turn out horrible and I'm afraid he will never want to be my friend... T-T I lost him already as my other, I don't want to lose my best friend too! Anyone want to give me some reassurance plz? Need to keep myself busy maybe type a novel or children book or something. Now that I think of it, that would be a fun idea now, wouldn't it?
I've also been thinking about painting a angelic portrait too. I can just picture all of the beautiful feathers and colors to go along.... 4laugh *daydreaming* Eh....? OH! sorry about that! heh heh heh heh.....
I pray things get better, when I think of my art the sadness melts away, so that makes me very happy. At least I can go to sleep happy right? Yeh it's pretty late where I am living. Oh well, it's Friday! Live it up! Okay it's Saturday Morning for me... LMAO blaugh
Lator Tatorz!~ ^^
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