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my life starts off with my most far back memory
i was born aug 16 1991 to let you know

but my first memory
was a dream. i was in a yellow cylindrical tube that got narrower as you went down with it, and there was a tower in the middle of it
it was me , not just me, but a whole bunch of other people
as i helplessly went down this tube, i remember this unknown emothion. an innocence. just pure silence. the next moment i fell. down a few feet. and i felt like i just literally fell on a crib. i lay there and look left. is see my mother in her young form. my mom is bill c 31 , so kinda part native part white. then it gets hazy. the next memory i relive is that of me being particularily young still, abouts a toddler. silence overwhelmed me in all these moments. but it was christmas, or something. my mom was drunk. me and my sister were making a mess. a mess it was, all these crystall ornamen balls were broken. My sister kelley, whom is a 1 year 1 month and 1 day exactly older then me were in diapers. just playing, for me exploring. what was going on in my head was inexplainable. then it gets hazy again .
the next memory of me goes to being in a tall white building. i believe i rode a red tricycle then. this building is in saskatoon and still standing. still i was outside. then it started to snow. lucky me. i looked in the window from outside the building and there was this 20 year looking old woman saying, "its snowing''.
moving on my memories get very clear of where i am and where i was. i lived in 929 northumberland ever, room 305. pretty sure the building is in construction. but that is my home, and my true home. i spent two winters if i am correct there. i went to vincent massey school, which was on the same block. my first mentor, was mr's beck. she was our day care lady who looked after us before and after school. it was a blast. she had a sega genisis. id pay a million for that same genesis. it started my reign of sonic the hedgehog and such. sonic 1 to be exact. i played it day in day out. i also remember a whole bunch of toys and activites there. it is really interesting.this is where i met my first best friend. Named kyren. he lived about 7 blocks from me, but we had fun times together. my last memory of him is a distant one. but all i cared for it was me and him to the end of the world. my other notable friends are named Katrina and sabrina (they were a pair of friends that me and my sis were friends with) Keisha Key and Cody McArthur (also a pair of friends to hang out with together) and i forgot the name but he was a foreign boy who lived on floor two of our apartment, but he was a real friend, great to laugh with. and not to mention a boy named stephan. (me and him hung out and loved to play spyro the dragon 64)
one day, we had to move schools. i have no idea why but we had to move up a hill later. to bishop klein. i was there in grade 1. so it was a block down and a parrallel school. but it was very interesting. id love to mention my friend ashley cheuckle (che- e- kl- e ) but from grade one that memory is still a hazy one. shell be important later on. keep a note.
im going to stop there for today as i need to go to bed. but ill update it soon.