im really pissed at my dad. he refuses to buy me school supplies because i was disrespectful! whatever. he gave me like $150 for clothes when he promised me $500. the only reason i didnt thank him was because my friend was getting ready to kill herself, and i couldnt do ANYTHING seein as she lives a million miles away. and i am really getting tired of him not keeping his promises, or at the very most half keeping his promises. and he goes on about how i dont appretiate things enough.. wat is there to be happy about?? goin to Canada? oh wait that didnt work out either, did it? there are kids with much less than you! please, at least they can get excited when theyre father tells them they are going to a different country to skii. at least they can get excited before theyre %100 sure theres no way you wont be back in your room unpacking before you even see snow. and i swear i will kill him if he calls me selfish one more time. i am the most unselfish person in washington!! i am too selfless most of the time. how DARE you, YOU, call ME selfish? youre the one sneeking out to drink every night, youre the one who lies to his kids everyday, the one who couldnt make his way in the world so he sneeks into every crack of his familys success to unwind their self confidence, i mean, who does that?? who yells at his kids when they see a better way than yourself? who is so ignorant they would rather prove your kids wrong than learn from your mistakes?? who would lie to keep the kids you dont want? we all know its just so you can stay in control. well guess wat, you lost your control over me a long time ago. it might be drivin you crazy that you lost yet another thing in your life even though you tried so hard to keep it from moving, but i yern to be free, and i know i can live without you for the rest of my life. The only good you ever did for me was to give me the compassion i need to trust the people who deserve it, and love the ones who dont quite deserve my trust. besides you of course. theres an exception to every rule ;}. you made me the lover, dreamer, believer that i am today. not to mention you gave me the strength to walk the hell away :} so long, and have a good life biggrin (well as soon as i turn 18 anyways XD) heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart
 mikkiandsammi4evah · Sat Sep 05, 2009 @ 01:48am · 0 Comments |
