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There's someone I know with the ability to make me think different. He makes me believe I'm the light. Whatever he does, it makes me want to blossom my rose instead of having the petals fall. He makes me laugh because he's so different. He makes me admire him because he's so positive. He makes me believe in being the light, because he has helped me. He made me believe that im not Jinxx Rose, he made me Aurora Rose. And now... I'm wondering... What if he leaves soon; what if he's not too far from death? He has a health issue risk very high. On top of that, he's very tall for his age, I remember a boy...Kyle, he was tall as well...too tall, then later...he died. I don't want the same thing to happen again. If he's gone, I don't know anyone else like him, it'll hurt. I imagine him in the hospital bed, with a high pulse, looking weak. I would say "please don't go. I'll miss you. I won't be able to drink your blood if you aren't alive. And I won't have anyone else willing to meditate with me. No one else is going to have the same cute accent as you." then I'd cry yelling out "I won't have anyone to make me feel like aurora! I won't be able to give you that one hug I wanted! I won't be able to tell you that you're special to me and I don't care what others think of you! I won't be able to tell you that you're... a really good friend." Him, a good, no, great friend. I want to believe that Jinxx can't kill you easily, even when she tried to make me kill you by cutting your neck, you dodged, you're still alive. You escaped her once, you can do it again. I'll protect from Jinxx and mostly Jinxx, for you are the rose and I'm the guider protecting and holding the rose. And now that I spoke of the thought of your death, one petal falls, only so many to go.