8/9/2009
12:47 AM
Cady:
up at 5 am?
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12:48 AM
Jared:
yes i am .. i have to work at 12
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12:48 AM
Cady:
D; you are going to be exhausted, why aren't you sleeping?
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12:55 AM
Cady:
hmm?
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12:55 AM
Jared:
...cant sleep
im watchin Tomorrow's Nobodies
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12:56 AM
Cady:
thats why you've decided to wake up at 5 am?
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12:57 AM
Jared:
no ive been awake i got off at 12
but it is wahy im staying up
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12:58 AM
Cady:
ah
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1:00 AM
Jared:
its over now
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1:00 AM
Cady:
did you like it?
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1:01 AM
Jared:
it was ok b....
i didnt mean to type the b..
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1:01 AM
Cady:
hahah yeah the older ones are better
I really like a bad idea in little tokyo hahaha it makes me want to dance
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1:02 AM
Jared:
think you !!!!
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1:03 AM
Cady:
mhmm smile
the second one is good too
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1:03 AM
Jared:
the little tokyo one is a remix of this sould like a bad idea
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1:04 AM
Cady:
haha its cool
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1:05 AM
Jared:
thanks did you add me?
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1:07 AM
Cady:
no i forgot haha
okay there
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1:07 AM
Jared:
wellim going to cheak that one so im going to log off
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1:24 AM
Cady:
-narrows eyes-
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1:25 AM
Jared:
hi!!!
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1:25 AM
Cady:
oh! pfft!! dont act all excited to talk to me now
-glareglare-
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1:26 AM
Jared:
what i am we are talking and im excited ... what with the glaring?
i was real quick
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1:26 AM
Cady:
you make me feel pathetic so easily.
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1:26 AM
Jared:
iim sorry why?
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1:27 AM
Cady:
idk, you did it nott me!
you tell me!
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1:27 AM
Jared:
about what?
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1:27 AM
Cady:
why you make me feel patheitc
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1:28 AM
Jared:
.. i cant do that i dont know why ...... you have to tell me
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1:28 AM
Cady:
you have this power over me. i dont know. i could never explain it for as long as its been there
ack. nothing
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1:29 AM
Jared:
i didnt get that last one
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1:31 AM
Cady:
forget it
it just sucks. everything just sucks right now
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1:34 AM
Jared:
what did i do something ?
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1:34 AM
Cady:
no
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1:35 AM
Jared:
ok now that thats out of the way wahats wrong?
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1:36 AM
Cady:
i could be spending time with any of the idiot boys in the rv outside but instead i sit inside all night staring at myspace hoping you'll get on but i don't even care because your pixelated words mean so much more. and i feel so left out even when they invite me anyways. no one laughs at my jokes or even hears me. i miss being taken seriously and being cared about being stuck up for and not stomped on all the time
and i can't do anything but sit around because I'm ******** broke now because of the plane tickets so I can't even just gtfo of here and go I have to stay and make a s**t ton of money to even do anything about my unhappiness
and i feel like such a ******** d**k because i can't give him the love he deserves
hows tyhat for spilling my guts?
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1:39 AM
Jared:
WHAT your leting people walk over you your stronger than that!!! i know how it is to have no money all mine is going to rent and food
thak you so much for careing about my litle pixels
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1:41 AM
Cady:
I know, I stand up but it doesn't matter its me against the world and I don't have great odds.
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1:41 AM
Jared:
i care about your
i cant beleve that you have people that you can lean on
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1:42 AM
Cady:
my what?
why?
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1:42 AM
Jared:
you have people that love you ..........................
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1:43 AM
Cady:
what? haha
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1:43 AM
Jared:
like you mamma and boyfriend your grammy me rachel
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1:43 AM
Cady:
you're confusing me
oh yeah.
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1:43 AM
Jared:
who?
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1:43 AM
Cady:
who what
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1:43 AM
Jared:
i mean how
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1:43 AM
Cady:
"i cant beleve that you have people that you can lean on "
i dont get that. but I get the other stuff
but I can't get to them.
i don't have the money to be with them, where I want to be
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1:44 AM
Jared:
oh i cant beleve that its you vs the world you have people to lean on
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1:45 AM
Cady:
oh hah, not when i'm surrounded by these guys.
Idk, they invited me to come to the store so I did and it just feels like when I try to talk no one hears or when I make a joke, erik makes fun of it in a mean way and makes me feel stupid for even talking
8/9/2009
1:46 AM
Jared:
surround you self with other people
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1:46 AM
Cady:
i think i'd rather be alone.
doesnt any one stand up for you
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1:48 AM
Cady:
No. he's to shy. he's just begining to stand up for himself
and then two seconds later eriks nice to me again. three seconds later he's making me feel like crap
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1:49 AM
Jared:
wellthats just what some guys do i do it all the time not to girls but to other guys
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8/9/2009
1:50 AM
Cady:
i guess. but they know you're kidding. my feelings just get hurt so easily i guess im too sensitive
by the way befor you typed that abd josh i was going to ask
about*
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1:51 AM
Cady:
and i told his brother he could use the car while we were gone as long as he didn't trash it or smoke in it. Come back to find his mom made him clean it and theres a cig butt on the floor and it reeks of pot.
ask what?
Jared:
...if josh stood up for you
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1:53 AM
Cady:
he's who i'm talking about. he's too shy. he does sometimes, but mostly shrugs it off like they're just teasing or I'm taking it too personally so he can avoid confrontation
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1:53 AM
Jared:
ok why would you let somone who somkes pot drive your car for 3 weeks you know he was going to be drive it and and smoke
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8/9/2009
1:54 AM
Cady:
Because its not my car so i really have no say, i'm just the only one who drives it. i dont own it.
and his mom is one of those oh you can have your 3,000th second chance
kinds of people
so he can basically get away with whatever the ******** he wants
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1:55 AM
Jared:
ok thats just not helping her kid
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1:56 AM
Cady:
you're telling me, he's 20 and has never had a job
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1:56 AM
Jared:
you tell josh that you dont like it when thay poke fun at you right
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1:56 AM
Cady:
yeah
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1:56 AM
Jared:
WTF!!!!
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1:56 AM
Cady:
oh right and he ******** his 16 year old gf all over the house now evidently
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1:57 AM
Jared:
and he still hasnt fixed it
what jail bait
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1:57 AM
Cady:
hahahaha she just uses him
and plays with his head
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1:57 AM
Jared:
for what
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1:58 AM
Cady:
sex? idk. I think he treated her like crap for a long time and now that she finally has control shes giving him a does of his own medicine
idfk they're weird
Jared:
sound weird
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1:59 AM
Cady:
mhm neutral
at least apollo loves me hahahaha. and his parents are nice.
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2:00 AM
Jared:
thats his dog right
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2:00 AM
Cady:
oh god but I would kill to spend time with people who know the difference between fiction and nonfiction haha
yeah
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2:00 AM
Jared:
what?
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2:00 AM
Cady:
idk im just wanting to come back but i cant
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2:01 AM
Jared:
what do you nean by peoplewho know the diffrence between fiction and nonfiction?
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2:01 AM
Cady:
thanks for listening, i feel a bit of weight lifted
haha his parents called today to ask hiim then and he didnt know either and they all had to ask me
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2:01 AM
Jared:
any time you know im here for you
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2:01 AM
Cady:
thank you smile
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2:02 AM
Jared:
what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha realy thats realy bad
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2:02 AM
Cady:
hahahaha shh I know XD
his mom is one of the nicest people ever and she's so generous and sweet, but a bit on the ditzy side from time to time
i love her to death though! its just like ahhh, hahaha really?
and he can be the same way.
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2:03 AM
Jared:
at least she has a good heart
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2:04 AM
Cady:
i get asked 500 questions daily, and have to explain what words mean
oh totally.
of golf
*gold haha
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2:05 AM
Jared:
....thats kinda bad that a 19 year old has to explain words to a 400something?
40 not 400
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2:05 AM
Cady:
haha I dont have to explain them to her, i have to to josh
have you ever read cosmo? it is the most perverted magazine ever...yet i can't stop reading it hahahahaha
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2:06 AM
Jared:
but when i first met dan and mike i had to explain word how to say them
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2:06 AM
Cady:
hahaha its exhausting huh?
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8/9/2009
2:06 AM
Jared:
yeah ive read it wild in like at walmart
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2:07 AM
Cady:
wild?
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2:07 AM
Jared:
yeah but i felt twise
aile
wow i ******** that all up
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2:07 AM
Cady:
haha yeah
hahahahhahahahahhaaha
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2:12 AM
Jared:
are you back?
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2:12 AM
Cady:
yeah it was glitching i hate myspace im haha
but if you're tired you can go i dont want you to pass out into french fry grease DL
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8/9/2009
2:13 AM
Jared:
oh im ok i will get a large coffee with adubble shot of esspro
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2:14 AM
Cady:
okay
omg my bladder is going to explode
hahah
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